l apology to those who think so l had hurt them.

l am absolutely sure, this could happen only 
inadvertently and it took for a long time to me
to come to terms with the wrong accusations from
those persons as l am very sensitive so l can not 
take ANY kind of unjustify things easily
mostly if those affect me so seriously like these were.
l would prefer let bygones be bygones but that is
not so easy as it seems to be as l am always very 
lonely emotionally and l am supposed to solve 
loads of other problems too in my personal life and 
l do not miss any prejudicement or misunderstanding
on the thewheellife- as one of the reasons to me 
being on this site to get some emotionally 
encouragement when l feel too exhausted
and although l am not in a wheelchair 
l have my own weaknesses in soul and in body too
with what l have the hardest difficulties to live without
being a devotee or something worse...
And now let me ask an apology
from those who don't like my pictures as l have 
just uploaded some. And if someone has a problem
with me that would be nice if they let ME know firstly
"face to face" as however strange it is, 
l am also made of human and l am so very very tired...

Yes it is September again...
I don't know how it is with you but it always makes me
into a bad mood to care how l should insulate
the doors and how many coal should l buy, so preparing
for nasty days of winter is never a cheerful thing to me.
I can say it even turns me down a little...
Fortunately we can still enjoy some sunny days
of the late Autumn.

l decided to scope the last days of the early autumn
and to take an excursion to a Fort in Komárom near to
Budapest, but then l couldn't resist the temptation to
walk over the bridge to the Slovak Republic as it seemed
so comfortable as it really was too actually.
So l can tell you l have been to "abroad" this year too :D
The weather was very nasty, windy and it was rather cold
but l was very determined in my mind to spend my whole
day out and take some new pics about it.
The town in Slovakia was very exciting and full of
spectaculars, the atmosphere of the little part of the downtown
cought me a lot, l just felt so sorry that l can not  relay it as l  want
by my photographs as l am not a professional but l hope
l managed to take some good one too although.
There was something new in every corner to discover
the houses were breathtakingly interesting and very beautiful
in that part of the city, with full of a lot of statue and there
was quite a lot people in the streets in spite of the
drizzly rain which couldn't stop all day long.

After coming "homeland" ( smiles) l visited a feast day
of Fort Monostor which is organized once in a year in
the hungarian part of Komárom with an all day  
historical play. You can see here soldiers in exact
period dress from the WW I,II and faithful scenes of
their battles.
l will probably upload the photos of it shortly
to my site at:
http://phabcam.blogspot.com/
You can read about the Fortress Monostor at:
http://english.fortmonostor.hu

l have heard this word "devotee" many times recently
and although l have some kind of ideas about it 
l do not know exactly what does that mean.
Would you help me out please?

Going to learn something mental then maybe can teach your body physical
it should be worked theoretically, if there is no medical objections of it,
and as l know some of you  already have had some sucesses in it, due to the result of 
your daily hard work...
We are said to be working by our own signals what we are sending to our 
brain, l mean if you decided, you will have a nice day, then it is a huge 
possibility that you really will have, and it is true reversely also.
Consequently if there is no medical objections against it, actually 
we can programming ourselves for several things.

This topic is so exciting, l would wonder of the experiences of other
members, please write!